i hAtE tHiS tHiNG . . tHiS iS MY lASt ENtRY.

ANd iM DElEtiNG it WhEN i fiGURE OUt hOW tO dO iT . . SO if ANYONE kNOWS - hElP ME OUt.

tHAt iS All

[[ iM SORRY bAYbE ]]

SO h O P E l E S S l Y iN lOVE WiTh YOU . .

OkAY SO i CANt REMEbER EVERYthiNG fROM lASt tiME i UPdAtEd * bUt it'S bASiCAllY EVERY dAY WiTh jEff ANd hiS fRiENdS lOl. Oh ANd i'M bEttER At hAlO NOW. WhO WANtS tO tAkE ME ON ?! lOl

lASt NiGhT WAS thE bESt NiGht iVE hAd iN fOREVER! i CAME hOME, ANd tOOK A ShOWER thEN jEff CAME ANd GOt ME ANd ClOUd thEN WE WENt OVER TO blAiNE'S CONdO. ChElSEA MEt US tHERE, ANd WE hUNG OUt fOREVER till OtHER PEOPlE StARtEd ShOWiN UP. bUt WE kiNdA MOVEd OUR PARtY UPStAiRS WiTh tHE PEOPlE WE likEd . . lOl tHEN tHE RESt OF 'EM lEFt ANd tHAtS WhEN tHE fUN StARtEd!! lOl. hAhA SO hUNG OUT fOREVER! tHEN MAdE A QUiCk tRiP tO WhAtAbURGER W/ ClOUd ANd SCOtt - Oh GOSh thAt WAS AN AdVENtURE. bUt i MAdE it bACK tO tHE CONdO tO StAY tHE NiGhT W/ MY bAYbE . . WhiCh WAS PERfECt =)

SO thiS MORNiNG GOt A WAkE UP kiSS ANd StARtED ClEANiN SOME StUff UP ANd hUNG AROUNd till WE WERE All AWAkE ANd tHEN WENt tO MCdONAld'S. tHEN ME ANd ChElSEA WENt UP tO tHE MAll CAUSE i NEEdEd tO GEt jEff A lil SUMPiN fOR OUR "ONE MONth" ON tUESdAY (( lOl dONt MAkE fUN ))

jEff :: i hAd thE bESt NiGht EVER! tHANk YOU SO MUCh fOR MAkiN SURE i hAd A GOOd tiME . . EVEN tHO YOU fROZE ME OUt fOR A bit hAhA -- i lOVE YOU bAYbE, ANd i l O V E D fAlliNG ASlEEP WitH YOU =)

everyOne knOws that i*m SO far under

okay so my boyfriends mom hates me . . thats always loads of fun --

gaw okay, lets just start with the good stuff --

umm last night me and Chelsea went shopping bought some cute dresses and shoes =) that made my day then we met Jeff, Scott and Andy at Texas Roadhouse which was way fun. lol, love those guys -- but the highlight was deff when they said it was my birthday and i had to sit on the sadle ? haha dont ask. but we totally made the best of a rainy day.

okay so yah. girls i need some help here.. i care about my boyfriend more than anything! i would do absolutely anything for him. and i have the best time when i'm with him (which is all the time). and i couldnt ask for anyone better. i think bout him 24/7 and i'm so glad that i found someone as perfect as him. now the bad part :: his mom hates me. lol, she used to like me then people told her i was a bad person and hung out with the wrong crowd and then yesterday someone told her we were having sex ? yah i have no idea. lol // now i did used to hang out w/ the wrong kind of crowd, but i dont anymore. ive made new friends that i spend my time with and they are amazing people, given they have a few mistakes under their belts as well - but who doesnt? i want her to like me, cause i really think me and Jeff are gonna last a very long time. he's so good for me. and he's not like every other guy i've been with and i know i'm so lucky to have him - and i'm going to hold on to him for as long as i can. i just hate that his mom thinks he can do better. gahh i wish i could fix this stuff. lol -- ahh okay i'm gonna go i guess i'm just thinking out loud but if you got any ideas, feel free to share. i'm pretty much desperate right now... =(

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Okay so I'm feeling better >> Jeff made a surprise visit with a rose telling me he stills loves me. that was reassurance much needed. lol but he had class so had to leave real fast -- and my mom knew i was upset so we went out to eat and shopping and then to get ice cream.. got tons of even more cute stuff =) another dress, shoes, cute undies<3 and a purse. but the best part was we talked bout stuff, like my thing with Jeff's mom. lol. i told her how she didnt like me and she just said that it shouldnt bother me. so i guess she's right - she doesn't really know me or my personality or she'd understand that i'm not going to hate someone for making their own decisions. and she should like me enough just knowing her son cares =) so yes, i'm feeling much better bout the situation but i'm still kinda scared. i just dont want something like this to break us up. i really do care about him ... a lot ...

hAViNG tHE tiME Of MY lifE =) ANd EVERY SECONd Of iT iNVOlVES Y O U

WOW, iTS bEEN fOREVER SiNCE iVE UPdAtEd . . SOWWiE !! UMM tHE WEEk WENt BY EXtREMElY SlOW, ANd i didNt dO ANYtHiNG OUtA tHE ORdiNARY -- E.O.i. tEStS At SChOOL // COME hOME tO MY bAYbE ANd REPEAt . . tHAtS MY WEEk! hAhA

SO lASt NiGht WAS AMAZiNG. jEff ANd i WENt WiTh AARON AND kAYlEN tO tHE DRillERS GAME, tHEN tO EAt At fRidAYS? lOl YAhHh it WASNt tHAt GOOd bUt WE hAd fUN >> WENt bACk tO AARON'S ANd ME AND jEff hAD OUR "SERiOUS tAlk" lOl. bUt EVERYthiNGS SO MUCh bEttER NOW =)

jEffREY MiChEAl :: i lOVE YOU SO MUCh! GlAd i GOt YOU tO UNdERStANd hOW MUCh i dO CARE AbOUt YOU, ANd NOthiNGS GONNA ChANGE tHAt SO YOU hAVE NOthiNG tO WORRY AbOUt !! lASt NiGht WAS PERfECt . . SO WhEN WE GEttiN MARRiEd ?! <3 lOl i lOVE YOU

COMMENtS PlEASE >>>>

i dONt SEE hOW YOU COUld EVER bE ANYthiNG bUt  M i N E

hEY bAbiES >> hOW WAS YA'llS WEEkENdS? i Still kiNdA SUCk At UPdAtiNG bUt tHAtS OkAY . lEtS SEE . . tHiS WEEkENd WENt BY REAllY SlOW fOR SOME REASON. .

fRidAY i WENt OVER tO COURtNEY WilliAMS hOUSE, ANd WE GOt REAdY thEN WAitEd fOR EMMA, ANd MEt UP WitH NAtE AND ChRiS S. tO GO OVER tO NiCkY'S.. ANd WE JUSt SAt AROUNd till WE hAd NAtE tAkE US bACk tO tHE CAR, tHEN WE RENtEd A MOViE ANd WENt bACk tO COURt'S fOR tHE NiGht . .

SAtURdAY MORNiNG jEff PiCkEd ME UP fROM COURtNEY'S ANd tOOK ME OUt tO lUNCh tHEN WE WENt bACk tO hiS hOUSE, ANd ClEANEd hiS CAR tHEN tOOk A NAP, ANd i CAME hOME SiNCE hE hAd tO GEt REAdY fOR PROM. .

tHEN lASt NiGhT bROOKlYN CAME OVER AftER hER WEddiNG ANd WE WENt ANd did PREttY MUCh NOthiNG. lOl, WENt tO A fEW hOUSES bUt NOthiNG fUN, tHEN i StAYEd tHE NiGht At hER hOUSE =) ANd NOW i'M bACk At MY hOUSE WAitiNG fOR jEff tO CAll ME . .

ANd i GUESS tHAtS it, ill UPdAtE lAtER tONiGht fOR All OF YA WhO CARE. . lOl <3

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      Edit -- tHiS iS ME bEiNG diSSAPOiNtEd iN YOU !!! WhERE tHE hECk ARE All MY COMMENtS ?! COME ON NOW . . .

ANYWAYS --

SUNdAY NiGhT, MY bAYbE CAME OVER ANd WE WAtChEd tV, ANd WENt tO tHE PARk . . JUSt tHE USUAl SPENdiNG WONdERfUl tiME tOGEtHER <33 i SWEAR i CANt GEt ENOUGh Of tHAt kid

MONdAY :: jEff CAME OVER AftER SChOOl ANd tRiEd tO ShOW ME hOW tO bURN A Cd, lOl - tHEN WE WENt tO hiS bASkEtbAll GAME (( tHEN WON - GOOd jOb bAYbE )) ANd tHEN WE WENt tO bUENO ANd AARON'S bASEbAll GAME . . lOl tHAt WAS hUMOROUS =) bUt VERY fUN. i lOVE tHOSE bA bOYS _ bUt jEff tHE MOSt, NAtURAllY _ <33

ANd NOW iM dONE. NOW fREAkiNG COMMENt !!